Cuckold: -5-

He wanted to say: I have become the furniture of your betrayal. I am the chair you sit on while thinking of him. I am the mirror that watches you dress for him. I am the fifth in a series of humiliations that now have their own gravity.

Outside, a car passed. Maybe Mark’s. Maybe not. Cuckold -5-

He turned off the light. In the dark, her breathing was soft, innocent, terrible. He reached for her hand. She gave it, even in sleep. That was the real cage—not the betrayal, but the tenderness that survived it. He wanted to say: I have become the

And it was. It was bitter and sweet, like everything else. I am the fifth in a series of

That night, she fell asleep first. He lay awake, counting. Not the men. Not the nights. But the number of times he had almost left. Five. The same as the cuckolding. The same as his fingers, which he now laced behind his head, staring at the ceiling, waiting for the sixth.

The fifth was just the one where he stopped lying to himself.