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“I cried the first three times,” Delia said cheerfully. “Now I teach water aerobics. You’ll get there.”

She left it on the bench by the welcome center, for the next first-timer who needed to see it.

It started in middle school, when a boy named Kyle flicked the strap of her training bra and said, “Maybe try harder.” It continued through high school, college, every job she ever held, every beach she’d visited in a damp, sand-filled one-piece while her friends strutted in bikinis. She’d mastered the art of disappearing into oversized sweaters and dark jeans, of crossing her arms over her stomach when she laughed, of turning off the bathroom light before stepping on the scale.

For the first hour, she watched. She cataloged bodies the way she’d been trained to: the architecture of a spine, the way skin wrinkled at the elbows, the gentle sway of breasts as a woman walked, the surprising beauty of a man’s knobby knees. She noticed that no one looked like a magazine. Everyone looked like a person.

And one day, six months later, she stood in front of her bathroom mirror in broad daylight, no lights off, no flinch, and said out loud: “Hello, you.”

She went because she was tired. Tired of the arithmetic of getting dressed—the sucking in, the smoothing down, the strategic draping of cardigans. Tired of the voice in her head that sounded like Kyle from seventh grade. And maybe, secretly, tired of sculpting beautiful bodies while hiding her own.